Maybe we have to break everything to make something better out of ourselves.

Chuck Palahniuk 

spent

verb 1.simple past tense and past participle of spend. 2.used up; consumed. 3.tired; worn-out; exhausted.

  • my current condition; physically, mentally, emotionally
  • i should be more particular on who i spend myself on/for
  • empty, hollow, numb, depleted, disconnected, used